Saturday, 15 August 2020

part 4 : Life Behind A Camera (ss)

Ridhima went over her lines in her head as she looked at the set being prepared in front of her; the fireplace. Taking in a deep breath, Ridhima tried calming her nerves. She was a professional, she could do this. She had been acting since she was a kid, had acted with some renowned actors and had found her calling in this TV show. She could do this. She had to.

"Ridhima, we are ready when you are" Mohit called out as he glanced around at the set, ordering to a few set-designers to add in a few touches.

'Here we go' Ridhima thought, as she took a few steps towards the fireplace. This was the scene. She could do this.

part 8 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

It has been two months ever since my first day in this house and lots of things have changed. I completely changed myself and my behaviour. I was successful in what I had said.

I guess armaan has forgotten that someone else also stays in this house along with him. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. Happy because I was successful in letting him feel that no one stays here other than him and this wasn't new for me I had done that before too with papa.

Friday, 14 August 2020

part 3 : Life Behind A Camera (ss)

Ridhima walked into the sets, her head bowed down and the sunglasses covering most of her face. She had her iPod earphones plugged into her ears and the music turned up to block out the noise and the voices of people. But mostly it was done to avoid hearing him, and to have minimum association and contact with him.

Going into her dressing room, Ridhima closed the door behind her and went and sat in front of the mirror, analyzing the face staring back at her. She probably wouldn't have been able to recognize herself if she hadn't seen the exact same face the week after he had left.

Ridhima walked into the set of DMG, and began to fiddle with the strap of her purse to avoid the pity glances she was getting from everyone. She wanted to shout at them to look away, she didn't need their glances, she knew he was going to come back. It was probably some emergency, why weren't they understanding? Why couldn't they understand that Armaan wouldn't just abandon everyone like that if it hadn't been some life-threatening situation.

part 7 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

Armaan and I sat in the car and the journey towards the new house began. Before leaving the house I had hugged everyone but when I hugged ananya aunty I felt the warmth of a mother. but then my eyes fell on armaan and it reminded of the reality. I can't attach with her as, in few months I will be leaving armaan for ever and then I

The road on which we were driving has my house as well and I so wanted to stop there for few minutes. I wanted to see my room where I have spent my entire life and feel the presence of my mother. All these thoughts made my eyes moist. I closed my eyes and rested my head on the window.

After few seconds I heard armaan's voice "iss raste pe toh apka ghar hain na"

Thursday, 13 August 2020

part 2 : Life Behind A Camera

"Alright! Everyone ready? LIGHTS, CAMERA AND ACTION!"

Jennifer stood next to her patient, holding the stethoscope in her hand, she tried focussing on the file in front of her.

"Dr. Winget? We have a call for you" The nurse came into the room. Jennifer nodded, put the file back, and walked towards the reception. Picking up the receiver, Jennifer held it to her ear, and said , "hello?"

"Babe, I am so sorry about last night. Emergency at the hospital. I am really, very, very sorry. I promise, I'll make it up to you. How about tonight? Candlelight dinner, with some music and amazing food?" Karan said on the other line, as Jennifer held the receiver close to her.

part 6 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

During my entire car journey I didn't cry neither looked at armaan just kept starring outside the window. I don't know whether this new life would give or bring happiness in my life or not. But whatever happens I'll accept it, be it sadness only.

I hope the later doesn't happens, only happiness come but knowing God I know he wouldn't make it simple for me. I would have to walk the path of sadness and I guess I am not prepared for it.

I have seen enough of sadness and lost all hopes of happiness but I still hope my new life that is marriage brings only happiness. I don't know whether expecting happiness is right or wrong but I just wish it doesn't shatters like always.

Wednesday, 12 August 2020

Intro & part 1 : Life Behind A Camera

Characters : Ridhima
Mohit (a new character)

Summary : The life of entertainment is filled with gossip, peer-pressure and spotlight. Whether it's the small screen or the big screen. For Ridhima Gupta, being a part of the most popular show, Dil Mil Gaye, playing Dr. Jennifer;  she was constantly the topic of interest amongst many people, whether they wanted to know of her life, or of her personal life. Which is why when her co-star and love of her life, Armaan Malik suddenly left everyone without a phone call or message or letter, she found herself to be in the spotlight not only in the media, but also at her workplace.
A year later Ridhima had carefully constructed a wall around her fragile heart and forced herself to move on. So why is it that the directer, Mohit, is once again hiring Armaan to come back into the show. What would you do if the man who left you without a word, suddenly was forced back into your life?

part 4 & 5 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

Part 4 

Time flies really fast I had met armaan on Monday and now its Friday, the day of my marriage oops the day of our marriage. In these four days a lot has happened. Firstly armaan never called me neither tried meeting me and all these things were just making me more negative.

I don't know why like every bride I just wasn't enthusiastic may be the negative thoughts in my mind were the reason of less enthusiasm.

Apart from negative thoughts since childhood I never had dreams of my prince charming or for my marriage because of my fears, that my dreams would get shattered.

Tuesday, 11 August 2020

part 2 & 3 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

Part 2 

I was sitting in the caf coffee day waiting for the person namely Armaan Mallik to come. The name itself shows positivity don't know what to believe the famous saying says 'don't judge the book by its cover'. His name may give positivity but he can be totally opposite too. After waiting for half an hour finally someone came to the table other than the waiter.

 "Hi I am Armaan mallik and you must be riddhima, riddhima gupta right?"

 The moment I saw him I went to flashback, he was in my school infact we were in the same batch and most importantly he was my first crush. I can't believe he is the same guy. He is still a charmer, he is looking much handsome than before. Is this a sign from my destiny that everything would now be alright? Will I get the much awaited happiness in my life?

 'riddhima calm down you know if you are happy surely something bad is gonna happen so don't raise your hopes high'.

epilogue : Jalan

He was beyond shocked; he solely laid on the comfortable bed, staring at her in utter shock. She seductively smiled at him making her way towards him. She crawled on top of him seducing and tracing his abs with her finger, she made her way up to his lips tracing it, "Ridh-" she placed her finger top of his lips whispering "Ssssshhhhhh Armaan". She was inches away from his face whispering "Tonight no talking" without giving him a chance to complete a word, her lips brushed against his, teasingly not meeting his lips in a passionate indulgence.

She smiled seeing his eyes closed. Her hand slowly went under his singlet playing with abs before slowly lifting it up and taking it off. She begun kissing it and traced every inch of his muscles with her soft pink lips adorning it with love. He hissed in pain as she bit his earlobe, his eyes were now thirsty, she knew the look very well, his sly smile made her turn crimson knowing very well what she had provoked. In a swift of motion his body now laid on top of her, she was trapped by him, he began kissing every secret place, his lips painting her with kisses.

Monday, 10 August 2020

part 1 : Khushiyon ka Intezaar

Dear Diary,

 I am twenty five years old, I have a satisfying job, my salary is enough for me to enjoy and have a comfortable life. Life is going pretty much ok but still I am searching for one question that is even after having a satisfying job few friends or rather just two best friends I am not happy why? Why happiness is not meant for me? Is it because I was the reason for my mother's death? My father Mr. shashank gupta a reputed doctor and head of sanjeevni  never talked much with me because

Last Part : Jalan

 ~*~*~*~*~**~*~2 years Later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

She flicked open the light in the dark of her bedroom, without a chance to gaze around or to process a thought; a blindfold was placed on her eyes. She tried to scream as the darkness took over her vision but his hands were too quick placing itself on her mouth. She started kicking and hitting the person as she panicked rapidly.  "Ridhimma sssshhh" he spoke softly.

 She stopped immediately, her heart running at great speed, his husky voice still made her skip a beat, she was too shocked from his actions to announce any words out of her lips. His hand entwined itself on hers slowly dragging her out of the room. "Armaan?" she whispered walking the mansions stairs, "Ridhimma?" he said with the same tone before letting a soft laugh.  "Armaan" she said in a demanding voice wanting to know what's going on, he didn't say anything only dragging her towards their lounge room, she assumed.

Sunday, 9 August 2020

Epilogue : Dill Ki ye dhadhkan

His heart beat rose by the minute as the loud shouts came from the operation theatre, he was worried and hell scared. He could just hope and pray the delivery would be successful. he had freaked out when Ridhima all of a sudden started shouting interrupting their morning make out session and without thinking much he ran her to the hospital. He had never experienced something like this before, and only he knew that how much effort did it take to sit out there. He waited and waited until he heard her shouting his name and ran in crazily just to hold her tight.

part 16 : Jalan

She couldn't do it anymore, she can't lie anymore, she can't hurt Rohit and Armaan time and time again, she has to put a stop to this, she can't keep dragging Rohit along she loves Armaan and he needs to know that. A tear dropped while her gaze was not removing itself from the door where Armaan left.

She turned her sight at Rohit who stared at her emotionless; a tear squeezed itself off her green emerald eyes, the music beating in the background creating more distress in her heart, she couldn't utter a word out, she just stared wanting to tell him everything but her throat was dry and her voice seemed lost, the only word that fought its way out of her was Armaan. She began shaking and crying hysterically, she held tight on him wanting all the pain to disappear, she couldn't help the shattering effect this may have on him but she can't keep him in the dark, she can't live a lie and he doesn't deserve this.